Adventures of Peaches the Pedo-Dentist

Monday, April 17, 2006


No Post....

I have not posted in a really long time, mainly because no one reads this and the few that did either got sick of my sad posts, or don't have the link to my site any more. I have been very busy with school, and work more than 16 hours a week. I am spending a lot of time with my teddy bear and finding out more about him as a person. Its amazing what you learn just by being around a person.

I moved out of my grandparents house, which solved a lot of problems within my relationship, but caused all new ones in the financial department. Its amazing how much things really cost!.

So heres the last five months in a nut shell....I got a job at Starbucks, wonderful you would think right. Well I hate coffee and I hate people even more. What dick comes in and orders five drinks and then doesn't tip me? Now come on most of you American people (and other people that don't belong in my country--not racist but come on our government makes it to easy to walk across the river, and were to lazy to take the jobs they do. We are darned if we do and darned if we don't) anyway so as I was saying is it that hard to put a dollar in the stupid tip jar....No its not.GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

um I moved out, its hot in Texas and my daddy is getting married to a woman he has dated for 10 long years. I am in the wedding as a "grooms person" as it so says on the program.. My dad wanted me on the grooms side, and so that should be fun....

hum is there anything else about my boring life, nope....

oh word to the wise, the new green tea latte sucks unless you are big time green tea I like grass tasting drinks kind of person, then its great...

Tor

Ok so I voted for Bush, but I have been meaning to put this up for sometime. I just think its funny...

I got the "card" from the post secret website, very interesting. not really sure what to think of the site but it tells alot about a person....

~tor

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Cute yet true...

I was surfing the trusty facebook and stumbled on to this qoute that was posted on someones profile and I liked it so...

Tell her you think she's cool. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool. She'll scream and fight you, but secretly she'll love it. Hold her hand when you drive. Tell her she looks pretty. Protect her. Let her mess with your hair. Open doors for her. Look at her like she's the only girl you see. Be her best friend. Tickle her. Even if she says stop. Let her know the things you feel. Get her mad, and then kiss her. Give her piggyback rides. Give her space. Watch her favorite movie. Even if you've already seen it 50 times. Ask her about her day. Lend her your cd's. Write her love letters. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Kiss her in the rain. Put her at the center of your world, because you are at the center of hers...

~Tor

Friday, January 13, 2006



More art by me....Jan 2006

Thursday, January 12, 2006



Sometimes....

Sometimes it takes a massive fight with the one you love the most and your family to realize that you are not perfect, and that the world is an ok place. Sometimes it takes that to realize that if you lose the one you were meant to be with, you wont get them back and you will forever spend the rest of your life wondering "what if."

I have come to realize that I am a very stubborn person and that the things I fear most came true this last week. I hurt the one that was the only person that knew how to make me smile, make me forget all the evil in the world, let me cry, let me laugh, let me be myself.

A lot happened last week and things that are not really necessary to describe here, but what I do know is that God trys us for a reason. I realize that I cant talk all the time, and that I cant assume. When I say don't let him go I mean it. You cant let something so perfect slip through you hands because there is only one Mr. Right. There is only one man that God puts on this earth that you are meant to be with, and you have one chance to not mess it up.

Its funny how people take a relationship and a person for granted. But I guess that there will always be those that dont charish and respect what two people create together--its something only two people that were meant to be experience.

~tor



Drawing....

Ok so I didnt draw it from memory, I did look at a picture, but its nice when you draw something for someone and they like it. Its a really good feeling.

(drawn Jan 2006)

Tuesday, January 10, 2006


SOMEDAY....

Someday I will learn that I need to confront my problems. I will never get him back, now I have really messed up. I need him in my life, he makes me happy, he is my sunrise and sunset, he is my knight in shining armor. Its funny when I was single and not looking for a relationship I thought it to be ok, I was not close to anyone--I could not get hurt. Then I met him, he was perfect, by perfect I mean perfect. He was really hot, kind, treated me like a lady, know exactly how to make me happy. He was the one, but I made another stupid mistake and lost him again and this time its forever. He is not going to come back and I don't care what anyone says. He hates me, and its not fair to me! What am I going to do....I never know what to do. Broken hearts I don't were meant to hurt this bad, but than again what do I know about relationships...

~Tor

Monday, January 09, 2006




I have just found out today what a broken heart feels like, it really hurts! I didn't think a person could hurt this way, because I know that it was my fault that I feel this way. I am everything that those in my past have labeled me, he was perfect. He was the best damn thing that came my way...I WAS GOING TO MARRY HIM...And its not fair!....Why does it hurt so much?....

the look on his face today was enough to tell me everything I didn't want to hear. God he was perfect, I know no one will read this now except me which is ok but at least I can express myself. Girls don't let him go--it will be the worst damn thing you will ever do!....The pain is something that will take along time to heal....When you find your first love they stay with you forever. They are like that perfect pair of shoes you never wore because they were so beautiful. Don't let him go , DON'T LET HIM GO!

~tor

Sunday, January 08, 2006


don't let him go

The longer I stay in the relationship I am in I learn so much. I am learning that it takes two to make it perfect and that you have to communicate. I am realizing that when you make a commitment to love that person for the rest of your life, your mistakes could be the reason you lose them forever. I know that I could not see myself with another man, and that my future belongs to him. I am learning what it takes to make sure that he is taken care of and happy. I am realizing that I am not perfect and that fixing everything is not my job. I look at couples and wonder if they are really happy, and look at my own relationship and realized that what we have is envied by many.

Its not everyday that Mr right just walks into your life takes you by the hand and sweeps you off your feet. I look at him and know that atleast I can say I have done one thing right. Its funny how things work, how life falls into place and how it all becomes very clear to you. Its nice to know that there is someone there to catch when you fall.

during this time of the year is nice to be able to say I have someone that cares for me very much. Valentines day is no longer S (singles) A(awareness) D day.

ladies just remember that what you have only comes around once in your life. If you don't grab him and hold on to him he will leave, and you will forever wonder and search because you will never find Mr right again. When you know hes the one you have to makes sure that he knows, and that your heart is his alone. He will be the one to make you happy, cared for, and give you the best life you could have ever imagined. Don't forget to tell him that you love him--its nice to hear it from him yes, but make sure that you say it to. He doesn't know you truly mean it if you cant say it first some of the time!...

~ToR